IS LOVE ALWAYS PAINFUL?

Had told myself always am never gonna fall in love…cos i know from experiences of my friends that love brings with it lots of pain…so never had the courage to fall in love cos didn’t have the heart to bear the pain the fall would ultimately give in return. Have never let my heart rule the mind……had been the strongest person in my group of friends but then am also human and one weak moment led to the fall and the hurt and pain was inevitable. They say loving him is my biggest mistake but how can it be so wrong if it feels so right? I had loved him from the first time I came to know him. Eventhough we differ in many ways, I love him so much. Why is this world being so cruel to me. What have I done? Is loving someone a crime? Its gonna be eighter I have him or I dont want to have another.

But me being the strong person I am (some people think so..I m not telling this on my own, ok?) will definitely overcome this trauma, will take time…but I know I can and I will!!

It goes that to love someone is nothing, to be loved by someone is something, to love someone who loves you is everything.So does that make my love …nothing….?? I’m still wondering…..In life when you have to make a choice between the one you love and the one who loves you,choose the one who loves you because you can learn to love someone….but cannot teach someone to love you!

close my eyes

Every time I close my eyes you come into my head. Everytime I think a while I remember what you said for every smile you ever gave I'll give a little sigh and for every moment that came to go was a moment towards goodbye which made me weak.

If I fall back down to earth today I wouldn't feel a thing because I'm numb with blue emotion, with words so hard to say. I knew sometimes you have to go. Time and people tried to slow us down
But I felt so strong and feel so good and I know I want you like I knew I would.

I miss you so very much that words are not enough to express. Will this time be the last for us? But I want more than what we have now. Do you feel the same way or its only me going through this.